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The Older I Grow, The Less I Know

3/3/2011

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A few weeks ago I mentioned to a friend that I felt that I have been learning even more about my craft since leaving my job at the school. To my surprise this notion was met with sincere disbelief. I was told that they would have thought that, at this point in my career, there wouldn't be that much more to learn.

It's stuck in my head for a few reasons. On one hand, I have visited this notion before. But, I also wonder: what kind of professions are out there that can be said to be truly mastered at some point? Are there really any?

A favorite anecdote of mine is from Peter Boonshaft, who tells this story often when speaking, and also includes it as a preface to his book "Teaching Music With Purpose". He describes being a freshman in college at the opening convocation of his music school. He tells how he expected a band, orchestra or choir to open the ceremony. That would seem like a likely start for a year at a music school. However, instead he was surprised to see an old man hobble onto the stage "somewhere between 90 and 160 years of age. A little, unassuming old man who would become one of my greatest teachers."

The old man spoke then to the assembled freshman: "When I was twenty-one I knew everything. When I was thirty-one, I discovered I could learn a bit more about one or two things. When I was forty-one I realized there were a few things I didn't know." He went on like this for a while and ending by saying, "At seventy-one, I conceded there was more I didn't know than I did know. And now I stand here before you, at the age of eighty-one, confident that I don't know anything."

You might laugh. It's funny. It's also true. They say wisdom comes with age and if that's the case then wisdom must reveal what our intelligence lacks. What's more is that I feel that it's okay to not know everything. I don't mind telling a student that I don't know the answer to something. Frankly, it's silly to assume that I should.

I also believe it's okay to not do everything perfectly. I was playing a piano piece for a student the other day and I made a mistake. He was a sixth-grader and was eager to point it out to me. I think he was surprised when I agreed with him. Of all things, musicians should understand their imperfections. Of course, the notion that music should be perfect is a product of the over-consumption of recorded music... I'll save my rantings on that subject for another day. :-)

PS. The Mesa City Band has a big concert at the Mesa Arts Center next Wednesday night. It's a big deal for the group, for it's the first time we've been in that facility since it was built.  It's at the Piper Auditorium at the MAC from 7-8:30, Wed. March 9th.
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Moses
3/4/2011 12:27:56 am

I, too, find it surprising that one would think there wasn't more to learn. In the sciences, we're repeatedly exposed to this lack of knowledge and understanding, but I am still amazed that there's anyone who thinks they couldn't learn more.

At the same time, while I think it's cute and makes for good copy to talk about how little one knows at eighty, I don't believe it's sincere.

I agree that as we grow older and wiser, we become aware of how little we understand (or careers, life, whatever). But, that doesn't mean we don't know anything, it just means our world-view has grown so much larger than it was before. Yes, I know that's the point of the anecdote, but the form these sorts of stories take always bugs me because it's simply not accurate, and I find it can be too subtle for that twenty-year-old who believes they know everything.

Anyway, one of my favorite activities is to tell school children that I don't know. That makes them realize that there's a lot of work still to be done and that their questions can still belong to them--THEY may be the ones to find the answers...

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